e first thing i saw when i came to e home page: almost porn, girls in their bottom not showing e top la. but its so disgusting, its almost like porn in ur journal. send my request le but if it still persist , will just keep my hands off livejournal to blogger. at least i will have my freedom. e advert. showing despo girls yearning for lao peh peh. yucks! pollutes it only.

so boy i decided not to blog until i get e reply to my request.at least demolish e advert.=) just to protect my own privacy. cos i wun know wat will happen next. haha.

went home after  math crt, 2pm. n here i am!

took bus for 2 stops then alight. walk home. was at Punggol park's bustop. wanted to go in n sit down, look at the nature. but I didnt n just continue my way. e breeze blow into my face, how i wish it wld blow e troubles away. or fly me away to an island where tt is only me, escape e miserable life. fly away frm all troubles. my life wld be freed.

let e droplets hit my face, blur my vision n mayb for tt few mins I do not see e world. 

I cried at my own miserable life. I wonder why did I pick up e box wif e snake when I know it harms. why did i still carry it for almost 1/6 month of a year. I shld have dump it n continue my journey. but its e love tt had been build, e passion for it, e unexplainable feeling deep down.

If i can have e chance to sleep via out my entire life, i wld do so. as long as my life is gone. 

Current Mood: discontent

haha. Thanks meiyun.

Life is unfair, no one says it wasnt too.

tts something hiding in tt corner, yearning but no one.

still searching for e ans=\

some words tend to cut into our heart=\

never understanded

thanks meiyun. sorry to trouble u too.

tmr o eng oral. ahhh!!! someone help me pls. im so weak in picture tt i spend e whole day practicing again n again. still memorising e conver. tt cher gave us..

then tmr will be my o chi result. aww... pretty upset huh.

promise boy to do well in oral since its really a big scarifice. 2mths meet once. can die lei. but still must concenrate on o then  wun lose boy.

yeah! my motivation to study hard. Thanks boy=)

to MeiYun:

hope u are seeing this. Sorry tt Ive malign u. Sorry! 
hope u wun mind huh? apologises. 
sorry k. hope u wun keep it. btw cheers. n sorry!
having eng oral soon? jiayou! =)
sorry!

10jul
went shopping wif da jie. she knows that im stress n she bought me a lot of stuffs=) mainly choco, something tt I like=) haha.
then nite time, Nigel kor came over n we played super mario. he knows lots of hidden treasure. must learn frm him. haha.
It feels weird to call him kor, esp when in my 16years I hardly call anyone except for cousin. It really feels weird. haha.

11jul
mummy n sis are back frm Indonesia. went to fetch them wif daddy. haha.
finally my lame sis is back after a 3 days hol. misses her crappy jokes=) 
but now tt shes back, tts someone to my entertainment=)

haha. still rmb tt one nite tt sis sends to her friends

Quoted: Life can be short but i dun want to waste mine away by not telling all of u , how imp all of u are. Thanks my friends. Goodnite. 
sent at 1am. she off her fone after tt.

e next morning she woke up, she saw this sms

are u alrite? why did u commit sucide? I went over to ur hse but cant find any corpse. I called ur fone n no one ans.  if u are really alrite pls reply me.
by her friend.

haha. her friend acctually thought she had commited sucide. n when her fone was crash into pieces, so her friend cant called through. haha. 

but quite touching. e guy came down at 2am to look ard my neigbhood to look for her body . wow! haha
 

Happy belated birthday Charis(:  8Aug

Happy 2mths n 1 day to my beloved boy=) 9Aug'07

Happy Birthday MeiYi(: 10Aug
 
boy got me another bracelet=) yeah thanks boy! a great big hug for u=)
n I bought e transfomer figurine=)

9Aug
ytd went to meet boy, he was so severly injuried =[ Boy, take care.
then went to his school to do project. As a vistor, I had to get a pass to get in. So e security guard asks me for my ez-link. 'So this is you??!!'by him. haha. 
but im still who i am. 

The nite came. e school looks creepy, when i want to use the toilet I got boy to stand by e door to wait for me. Its really creepy. haha.

we went over to the library,  passing the business school. so boy says:' when u walk pass e corridor, tt will be a hand tt grabs u in. U walk alone n i will wait for u here'. 
But i drag him alone, holding real tight to him. haha

on our way back to the table, boy carried me on his back. it was really fun=)

went back to chiong his project while I sleep. Had a really wonderful nap but im still sleepy after it. so on my journey home, i just slept for e whole trip. tt ends my day=) thanks boy =D

 

Current Mood: cheerful

the world is just so unfair =( things cant go as it plan. waiting doesnt means good things will happen.

so upset rite now. its seems as if we are living in 2 different continent even though its just a door in between
=(

alone for e nite.

i miss you my boy=( 

Ive always thought my life is completed. with all my friends and family. But today I just realise tt this thinking is wrong. Friends are just a creation so does our family.

My life isnt wonderful, tt is still this emptiness. I think its due to myself. We live our own life, our life is all alone.


I dun mind been a cow to do all e nasty works. but sometimes tt is a limit. u cant call ppl to do all ur work n showing them attitude everytime u have a chance. 

No matter how busy someone can be, we must still spare sometime for someone else. its not all abt work work work. I cld feel our friendship drifting apart, needless to say our ...


its so hurtful when u are just lending a helping hand n u arent rewarded even a 15min of tt person. Life is just so unfair. They rule e world, all they need to do is just to point a finger n machines will start working for them. This machines are never ever rewarded eg, some rest. A few mins will be grateful to them. But ppl never do, they never spare.

No matter how busy u are, u cant wish every machines to work orderly. for such, human beings. u cant keep feeding them wif work, work n more works. they have their own personal stuffs to deal them, they are humans n not robots.

ppl are always like this, when they needed ur help they will be so nice to u n when they got their thing they wld just forget abt u. 

They do not even wish to spare a single cents/time wif u, e 'robot'

life is so uncompleted.

Current Mood: depressed

my boy is cope wif his projects n im stuck in  my books. haha=)

ytd went to meet him, it was really fun. haha. went out wif his parents too. at first was rather scared. but gradually e fear starts to fade. yeah=)

came to post my pics if not he will... oops=x

by him=) he is e pooh n im e piglet. he hugs me warm=)


Kiddy Palace



Only us:)



isnt it cute?=)


e bracelet that i have been admiring for so long. He bought it=)



Starting e journey via his 1 mth present for me=)



e Pooh=)
I

its nice too=)



Ping <3 Sun too=)
 

e exterior. e pooh=)





end of e e journey. now moving on to e other pics=)

He is e whale n im e pooh =)


e shaky pooh. by him too=)

was wif him when we will using e vending machine. so i was saying tt wun get a pooh, lets not waste money. but true enough we really got 1. haha. wif e help of our 'magical' hands=)



e 2 bracelet frm him




blue: i create a whole new signature for him.( its ugly) haha

e whiteboard by him=)


last but not least

a supposely a heart=)



he gave me so much but i just gave him a pack of chocos n e handfone thing.oops=xhaha

but our 2nd mth will get him better things de. esp e cake=) haha.

Thanks boy! I <3 You=)

Current Mood: happy

e idiot appear!!! oh gosh! it seems to be spreading. ohh...

trying to spam again. dunnoe wat e hell he/she wants? LAMER!!! 

dare to spam but dun dare to put his/her name. CHICKEN=)

disgusted~~~



Today 9 july=) happy 1 mth boy=)

pics up soon(: