All abt my life=)

nui_naiping @ 2007-09-11T01:35:00

2007-09-10T17:40:09Z

e first thing i saw when i came to e home page: almost porn, girls in their bottom not showing e top la. but its so disgusting, its almost like porn in ur journal. send my request le but if it still persist , will just keep my hands off livejournal to blogger. at least i will have my freedom. e advert. showing despo girls yearning for lao peh peh. yucks! pollutes it only.

so boy i decided not to blog until i get e reply to my request.at least demolish e advert.=) just to protect my own privacy. cos i wun know wat will happen next. haha.

nui_naiping @ 2007-08-24T15:37:00

2007-08-24T07:53:04Z

went home after math crt, 2pm. n here i am!

took bus for 2 stops then alight. walk home. was at Punggol park's bustop. wanted to go in n sit down, look at the nature. but I didnt n just continue my way. e breeze blow into my face, how i wish it wld blow e troubles away. or fly me away to an island where tt is only me, escape e miserable life. fly away frm all troubles. my life wld be freed.

let e droplets hit my face, blur my vision n mayb for tt few mins I do not see e world.

I cried at my own miserable life. I wonder why did I pick up e box wif e snake when I know it harms. why did i still carry it for almost 1/6 month of a year. I shld have dump it n continue my journey. but its e love tt had been build, e passion for it, e unexplainable feeling deep down.

If i can have e chance to sleep via out my entire life, i wld do so. as long as my life is gone.

nui_naiping @ 2007-08-17T20:07:00

2007-08-17T12:11:04Z

haha. Thanks meiyun.

Life is unfair, no one says it wasnt too.

tts something hiding in tt corner, yearning but no one.

still searching for e ans=\

some words tend to cut into our heart=\

never understanded

nui_naiping @ 2007-08-12T18:09:00

2007-08-12T10:14:42Z

thanks meiyun. sorry to trouble u too.

tmr o eng oral. ahhh!!! someone help me pls. im so weak in picture tt i spend e whole day practicing again n again. still memorising e conver. tt cher gave us..

then tmr will be my o chi result. aww... pretty upset huh.

promise boy to do well in oral since its really a big scarifice. 2mths meet once. can die lei. but still must concenrate on o then wun lose boy.

yeah! my motivation to study hard. Thanks boy=)

nui_naiping @ 2007-08-12T12:06:00

2007-08-12T04:23:07Z

to MeiYun:

hope u are seeing this. Sorry tt Ive malign u. Sorry!
hope u wun mind huh? apologises.
sorry k. hope u wun keep it. btw cheers. n sorry!
having eng oral soon? jiayou! =)
sorry!

10jul
went shopping wif da jie. she knows that im stress n she bought me a lot of stuffs=) mainly choco, something tt I like=) haha.
then nite time, Nigel kor came over n we played super mario. he knows lots of hidden treasure. must learn frm him. haha.
It feels weird to call him kor, esp when in my 16years I hardly call anyone except for cousin. It really feels weird. haha.

11jul
mummy n sis are back frm Indonesia. went to fetch them wif daddy. haha.
finally my lame sis is back after a 3 days hol. misses her crappy jokes=)
but now tt shes back, tts someone to my entertainment=)

haha. still rmb tt one nite tt sis sends to her friends

Quoted: Life can be short but i dun want to waste mine away by not telling all of u , how imp all of u are. Thanks my friends. Goodnite.
sent at 1am. she off her fone after tt.

e next morning she woke up, she saw this sms

are u alrite? why did u commit sucide? I went over to ur hse but cant find any corpse. I called ur fone n no one ans. if u are really alrite pls reply me.
by her friend.

haha. her friend acctually thought she had commited sucide. n when her fone was crash into pieces, so her friend cant called through. haha.

but quite touching. e guy came down at 2am to look ard my neigbhood to look for her body . wow! haha

nui_naiping @ 2007-08-10T16:28:00

2007-08-10T08:41:37Z

Happy belated birthday Charis(: 8Aug

Happy 2mths n 1 day to my beloved boy=) 9Aug'07

Happy Birthday MeiYi(: 10Aug

boy got me another bracelet=) yeah thanks boy! a great big hug for u=)
n I bought e transfomer figurine=)

9Aug
ytd went to meet boy, he was so severly injuried =[ Boy, take care.
then went to his school to do project. As a vistor, I had to get a pass to get in. So e security guard asks me for my ez-link. 'So this is you??!!'by him. haha.
but im still who i am.

The nite came. e school looks creepy, when i want to use the toilet I got boy to stand by e door to wait for me. Its really creepy. haha.

we went over to the library, passing the business school. so boy says:' when u walk pass e corridor, tt will be a hand tt grabs u in. U walk alone n i will wait for u here'.
But i drag him alone, holding real tight to him. haha

on our way back to the table, boy carried me on his back. it was really fun=)

went back to chiong his project while I sleep. Had a really wonderful nap but im still sleepy after it. so on my journey home, i just slept for e whole trip. tt ends my day=) thanks boy =D

nui_naiping @ 2007-08-05T02:09:00

2007-08-04T18:12:38Z

the world is just so unfair =( things cant go as it plan. waiting doesnt means good things will happen.

so upset rite now. its seems as if we are living in 2 different continent even though its just a door in between
=(

alone for e nite.

i miss you my boy=(

nui_naiping @ 2007-08-02T20:17:00

2007-08-02T12:29:21Z

Ive always thought my life is completed. with all my friends and family. But today I just realise tt this thinking is wrong. Friends are just a creation so does our family.

My life isnt wonderful, tt is still this emptiness. I think its due to myself. We live our own life, our life is all alone.

I dun mind been a cow to do all e nasty works. but sometimes tt is a limit. u cant call ppl to do all ur work n showing them attitude everytime u have a chance.

No matter how busy someone can be, we must still spare sometime for someone else. its not all abt work work work. I cld feel our friendship drifting apart, needless to say our ...

its so hurtful when u are just lending a helping hand n u arent rewarded even a 15min of tt person. Life is just so unfair. They rule e world, all they need to do is just to point a finger n machines will start working for them. This machines are never ever rewarded eg, some rest. A few mins will be grateful to them. But ppl never do, they never spare.

No matter how busy u are, u cant wish every machines to work orderly. for such, human beings. u cant keep feeding them wif work, work n more works. they have their own personal stuffs to deal them, they are humans n not robots.

ppl are always like this, when they needed ur help they will be so nice to u n when they got their thing they wld just forget abt u.

They do not even wish to spare a single cents/time wif u, e 'robot'

life is so uncompleted.

nui_naiping @ 2007-07-29T15:39:00

2007-07-29T08:19:59Z

my boy is cope wif his projects n im stuck in my books. haha=)

ytd went to meet him, it was really fun. haha. went out wif his parents too. at first was rather scared. but gradually e fear starts to fade. yeah=)

came to post my pics if not he will... oops=x

by him=) he is e pooh n im e piglet. he hugs me warm=)

Kiddy Palace

Only us:)

isnt it cute?=)

e bracelet that i have been admiring for so long. He bought it=)

Starting e journey via his 1 mth present for me=)

e Pooh=)
I

its nice too=)

Ping <3 Sun too=)

e exterior. e pooh=)

end of e e journey. now moving on to e other pics=)

He is e whale n im e pooh =)

e shaky pooh. by him too=)

was wif him when we will using e vending machine. so i was saying tt wun get a pooh, lets not waste money. but true enough we really got 1. haha. wif e help of our 'magical' hands=)

e 2 bracelet frm him

blue: i create a whole new signature for him.( its ugly) haha

e whiteboard by him=)

last but not least

a supposely a heart=)

he gave me so much but i just gave him a pack of chocos n e handfone thing.oops=xhaha

but our 2nd mth will get him better things de. esp e cake=) haha.

Thanks boy! I <3 You=)

nui_naiping @ 2007-07-09T18:37:00

2007-07-09T10:40:11Z

e idiot appear!!! oh gosh! it seems to be spreading. ohh...

trying to spam again. dunnoe wat e hell he/she wants? LAMER!!!

dare to spam but dun dare to put his/her name. CHICKEN=)

disgusted~~~

Today 9 july=) happy 1 mth boy=)

pics up soon(:

To tt whoever u are

2007-07-02T10:40:18Z

hais... so sad for those who can recogise others is bitch when she dun realise shes one herself... SO SAD for this kind of ppl. why this ppl EXISt in this world? BUT STILL THEY/SHE create entertainment for others=) THANKS BLOODY BITCH=)

whoever u are, I dun bother. im not gonna entertain u when u urself already is a CLOWN=) wahahah.

n I recommend tt u meditate urself , or u can try YOGA... Ur mind n heart is so full of troubles.. u should try to relax n clear all this stuffs. It dun do u any good. but good for us becos we know tts someone who wld entertain us=)

if u are a religions person then u have went against ur religions' teaching. becos often then not they will teach u to be civilised n accept ppl for who they are n who they are not... if u do not have a religion then i wld only say, SAD CASE FOR U=)

u should learn to accept who i am n who im not. U arent perfect either. if u are, u wun insult others. when u cant solve a problem or u dislike tt person u just call them names tt shows u have a UGLY HEART!!! u dun think of how ppl wld be sadden by ur words, u just want to do things according to ur way... In e end, u wld be e one who lose out, becos ppl will know how ugly u are.

u dun need to listen to my words just like i dun need to listen to ur comments. u are just entertaining ur ownself=0
just keep ur words to urself... u just depicts how bad mannered u are n MEI JIAJIAO..

dun blame others for insulting u... if u didnt start it wld anyone shoot back? when tt is no CAUSE, tt wldnt be a PROBLEM

nui_naiping @ 2007-06-19T17:17:00

2007-06-19T09:31:24Z

lets refresh e memories of e past 2 weeks=)

pack my room. Im so proud of myself. Its like finally!haha....

halfway via packing of my table,
found this

Teddy n Giraffe. n a monkey in front=)

x'mas presents frm ALYSSA n CHARIS=)

bought this wif my babes

bdae present'06

bought e puzzle

E start

my first completed piece=D

completed=D

13June07=)

sis bought this=) yummy!

made fruit cheese cake wif sis. but didnt take a pic of it. haha

This fri, ZM bdae. thinking of baking a Nutella chocolate cake for him

tts all for today=)

nui_naiping @ 2007-06-12T23:04:00

2007-06-19T09:15:26Z

1 year back at this day, this time. We celebrated our last mth tgt. 8 mths. 18 days ltr, end of story.

haha. just e past. no use dwelling on it anymore. becos now i only LOVE 9June07=)

Yipee

2007-06-08T14:59:21Z

Ah!!! haha. so wats this for? haha. im not sure. haha

i did it again. oh gosh! i had learnt my lesson earlier on but again i didnt resist it again. its a crucial part. how am i gonna end this wifout hurting anyone. hmm... let me think....haha

lets have a recap of my activities this week. haha

Mon
went shopping wif da jie to get anything she needed for her trip then stayed home TO ROT! haha

Tue, Wed
stayed home rot again. haha. wanted to meet wenyi out but shes not free. haha. so stayed home to rot again

Thurs
finally went out wif GM( Nathson, Zuming, HengTiong, ChengShen, Milfred, Gloria, Meiyi, Vanessa n Minxuan)=) we met 1115 along e MRT line. Went over to the cathay n catch Men In White. Its really funny n a MUSTCATCH. haha. After e movie went over to e Adidas shop n we started playing e table soccer. Ah gong parther wif Nathson. n I parther wif chengshen. haha. Meanwhile e others played xbox rite beside e tablesoccer. haha.
Enough of fun. We headed onto Vivo. Girls went shopping while guys went arcard. haha. then met them home. tt ends my day. haha

Fri
went out wif guas today. haha. Went PS n sat at Mac to have our lunch n talk. Eugene appeared then saw Jiafong behind. Seeing them i had expected him to be rite behind. It did. I didnt give a greeting. They appeared so suddenly. but still e fact here is I still ddint have e courage to give my greeting. I cant pick out tt small courage tt I needed. 1 year le but still like this. Just hope by then i wld have ba. haha.
went shopping after tt. went into e puzzle shop n i lay my eyes on tt Kingdom Hearts puzzle. It brought back memories of band. When i was struggling to play via. n e memories of me n him on a bus, he played tt music frm his fone. In e end, memories are still memories=) Im deciding whther to buy e puzzle. Its real complicating wif all e different charcters on it. But I should have 3 more months to complete this puzzle. I might be getting it. not sure. ahah tt ends my day=)

tuition tml n i had done none of e hw. no need to say abt school's work. haha. but i might be staying home this sun to finsh my work ba. =) Yipee.

Last of all, Im Sorry van! n Mr gonggong, pls take care=)

rotting

2007-06-06T08:38:42Z

im suppose to pack my room but end up sitting infront of e comp. haha. i miss sis, she went for hols. aw... cant wait for her to be back. but nvm rite now still have tt crappy sis wif me. e super lame sis. haha.

no activity for today. so stay home frm morning till nite. sis not at home, no one to accompany me for baking =( baking alone is boring.

nvm i have successfully endure via e boredness for 8hrs. haha. n tml wld be fun time.

movies wif gm tml. outing wif guas on fri.
kbox wif gm next mon n iceskating next wed.

ah gong n i had made up plan to attack e boys during kbox.haha. sorry boys=)

last but not least, i must find a day to meet babes up=)

short post for today=)

nui_naiping @ 2007-06-05T11:23:00

2007-06-05T03:55:33Z

I decided not to post tt whole post. cos it might be disturbing to some. haha. a small pointer of tt post , I seriously think tt its too lame to add addition/changing 1 of e letters to a simple word eg. haha/take care they can just do like hahax,hahaz or change e entire word of take care like takekairres/take carexx.=[ Its neither a shortcut but just a watse of brain cells to think extras. Haha. n it only protray an act cute character of urselves. shall stop here for this topic. haha. since its their business. haha=) no offence to anyone alrite. just how i think=/

They are so cruel alrite. They will e one who left him n now they wish to take him off. In another 3 years time, they wld be fighting for him. I try to understand e situation, putting myself into their shoes. I know they must be heartbroken too but did they think of him too? So by taking him back is a joy to them but not to him rite. Can u all give him another 21 years to adapt? They cld but cld he? AH!!!! 3 years=X e future is bleak.

就算你在天涯海角，我都要追上你。陪你度过时光，永远爱着你。

u will always be my beloved kor.

reality is cruel=[

out of mud=)

2007-05-28T12:48:29Z

yeah n i had decided not to dwell on those unhappy stuffs anymore=) cheers for me yea=) I had finally made up my mind=)

They were rite, i cldnt bear e pain but i cld leave it aside. n wat school i will be heading to depends on my grades n not him. My life do not stop wifout him=)

Furthermore, I should not be bothered over who he is wif. so wat if e girl is someone i know? it does not mean i cant give them my blessing. They are still my friends=)

n I should not destroy any of my friendship becos of him. Friendship is forever but e love between couple do not.
I will not sacrifice friendships anymore=)

memories wld return but i will be facing it. Its still reality. Futhermore, it wldnt last for 10+years n get married wifout divorcing. tts wat brought me up. Ive think a lot during past 2 days, n i had learnt a lot too. Yes n i still managed to pull myself up. I wun stop at e point u left me. Instead i wld be moving on till e end of time =D

My smile returns so do my heart=D

nui_naiping @ 2007-05-25T22:25:00

2007-05-25T14:29:16Z

tt should be an invention of a brain washing machine, to wash off all those unwanted memories. I think i should shy away frm those places. at least lets not trigger my memories via all those surroundings.

or a heart seeking machine wld be nice. to allow us to command n stop those feelings frm moving.

i've lost my smile.

still a weakling

2007-05-25T14:17:36Z

im devastated. i know tt i should be happy instead. i had been telling myself, Love him n just wish him all e very best. He deserves a much better girl.I should be happy for him when he found his true girl. But these are still thoughts, my heart dun allow me to carry out. I thought i wil be strong, but im not. im typing all those smiles but i know deep inside im not. my heart is bleeding but i cld do nothing? =(

it isnt easy to love someone. tts all those pains. tt forever pain i suppose. e fear tt i got. i cant pick myself up again. I've fallen. im buried in a pile of mud, i dun wish to stand up again.

i shouldnt had let it started should i had known e pain=( but we cldnt turn back time. im still stuck at e point i was as before. i fear of opening tt door to my heart. i let out a silent cry n prayer, may things turn alrite for me soon.

love is complicating.

my stars had left, im faced wif storm tt i wld never get via.

im sorry, i cant stop this feeling frm gg via n im sorry i've fallen again

days after 300606 had started again

nui_naiping @ 2007-05-23T22:05:00

2007-05-25T14:06:22Z

I had a fun time today, I enjoyed my bdae lots=)

Gloria n I made a heartshape strawberry marshmallow cake for PuiYee n me

Special Thanks to Daddy n Ah gong for e money=)
                                 Auntie for tt sms=)
                                 Da jie for e Winnie E Pooh Four Leaf Clover
                                 Er jie for her belated present( unknown rite now)

Special Thanks to Guas ( SiewHong, YunHui, PuiYee, Meiyi, Gloria, Kailing, Delcine, Esther) n HaoZhi for e card n Poohs=)

Special Thanks to Besties ( Alyssa , Chui Laam , Charis) for tt chocos, earing, Pooh stickers n card

Special Thanks to Fiona for tt figurine

Special Thanks to Meiyi for her homemade cookies n card, PuiYee for tt Pooh =)

Special Thanks to GM( ah gong- MinXuan Nan Ma- XingYun Nu ers- Seraphina, Meiyi, Gloria Nuxu-Milfred Er zi- ChengShen, Manfres SunNus- Vanessa, Nicole SunZi- Zu Ming, HengTiong) Yongze, Audrey, Amanda, YuanJie, WeiDong, SiangYew for e book filled wif bdae wishes, celebration at KFC n Canteen, tt super big Hongbao=)

Thanks to those who had sent me e bdae sms=) Love you all=)

pics up some time later. im too lazy to upload=/

=)

2007-05-22T14:47:19Z

haha. got back my results. I didnt do well, but nvm. since i had expected this=) hahah

flunk 3 subjects, A math, Bio n Phy. seriously i didnt study much for this papers. haha. highest grade is only a B3 which im pretty happy abt. Furthermore, manage to pass my eng=)

idiotic teachers. just becos of my drop in grades they suspect tt im in a BGR!!!! Idiots la. I tried explaining tt its becos of those hectic n tiring days i had been facing before Speech Day. its so tired n how do I concentrate. n they will like ' yayayaya' or even , 'I heard tt tts some other reason to it'. shit la. im e one whos taking e paper n i know wat i am facing. im seriously not in a BGR, just a lack of time to study. but in a BGR do not mean tt grades wld drop too rite =[ but all i can do now, is just to pull my grades back. if not they will start 'nagging' again

nvm stop thinking abt their words. 1h15min to 23May=) im 16!!! Yeah=)

shopping day

2007-05-19T12:46:39Z

finally home. was out e whole day. frm 1.30 till 9+. so tiring but i had enjoy it. shopping trip wif nmy babes, Minxuan n Meiyi. Gloria misses this trip, but still she will have fun tml. SENTOSA=)

met my babes at compass. then took 159 to Ang Mo Kio hub. its a super big shopping mall. wif tons of shops selling marvellous stuffs. bought 4 wires which will bent into e shape of stars n hearts for babes's bdae. got a ' dun know wat' green softtoy for Alyssa. it is e cutest of all=) bought a monkey keychain for Charis n a lamb keychain for Chuilaam. for my disney babes, got them water baby frm action city. for my guas , should be getting them roses.

we shop for all kinds of stuffs, ranging frm clothes to shoes. we enter almost all shops tt sell shoes, clothes n bags. when we will abt to leave e mall, saw Zhong Qing for e ' qing ni lai bian zhuang' show on channel 8. some pics up

Zhong Qing

my babe de handome=)

then headed on to Bishan. shop via e entire mall entering most of e shops except those irrelavant shops eg electronic shops. e last station at J8 was e level 1.

walking past e Hush puppies shop, memories return. i didnt force myself to rmb, but e surrounding brought my memories back.

i rmb meeting him at e bustop outside school's field to board 88. i was in e yellow baby milo shirt wif e necklace encraved wif my name which he bought for me. on his way he injuried his toe. n it was bleeding furiously. heart pain? should be. forgot le. haha. then headed onto J8. we walked past e Hush Puppies shop. we saw a couple in blue couple shirt. then headed onto e newbie shop, started browsing via e clothes. finally decided on a black one wif 2 cartoons in front. ...

we walk via e same route as tt day. e surroundings brought me back to e past. where we will smiling happily. haha. though its different now, but e memories do stay. i didnt want to forget, becos e memories are created by him to me n only in e memories i cld feel his presence. i thought i was strong, but im not.

headed to Bugis. as usual tts lots of ppl ard. shop via e entire street, bought finger foods for dinner. Finally, sat down to heal our aching legs. sitting by we saw a hot air ballon

finish our dinner. move on into e shopping mall, where we took pics again=)

my babes inside e Gift A Name shop

Neoprint shop

A dun know wat softtoy=)

we spent e last 45 mins at cold storage. fooling ard=)

advertising e floor cleaner.

This is Better!!!

This is e best! =[

oops. it might be an sickening pic for some=\

advertising shampoo wif a bunch of messy hair.

mammy poko. did u see e pooh=D

15 mins to closing down. so stop our fun, took our basket n started looking for foods n drinks for tml, sentosa.

went home after tt. came back wif tiring legs. haha
somemore pics are wif MX. try to get it soon!=)

strawberry marshmallow cake

2007-05-16T14:18:10Z

so long never post le=) haha. busy wif exams. but now it is OVER. yeah=) it means playtime wif my babes n handsomes. not forgetting, my most beloved WENYI n MARIE=) meeting them soon=)

bake strawberry marshmallow cake today. it was a sucess! tts great=) e result=)

n its 16may today. happy advanced birthday fiona=)

7 more days to 16=)

nui_naiping @ 2007-04-29T19:48:00

2007-04-29T11:50:20Z

wahaha=) bought a red crumpler on fri. loves=)

hoping tt e misunderstanding wld be cleared asap ba. n girl n boy cheerup k=) loves :)

bracket up ur pain n let it end wif a fullstop. n u might feel better=)

nui_naiping @ 2007-04-18T20:25:00

2007-04-18T13:03:02Z

so much things, so much emotions.

when one loses somone whom they love so much,so dearly. their tear gland starts to function. tears just flow down ur face as n when they like.worst of all,it never stops. it hurts to see ppl in this state. but all we cld do is just to stand beside them as a friend to encourage them,pull them out of misery. even though we do not understand nor feel it,but they will never leave ur side. For friends are ppl who lend a helpin hand. They brightened up ur eveyday,they create memories for u.

when u lose e person, u learnt a lesson. u learnt e need to compromise, e trust between e 2 person n blah blah blah. but also u start to realise e importance of ur dearest mates. u spend more time wif them, makin up those times when u had neglected them for him/her.u also start to realise those ppl tt had been beside u all e while but u never acknowledge them. u gain a lot after losing him/her

so we should thank him/her rather than accusing him/her. it wld be hard but we have to learn to. becos it was him/her who gave u a lesson. n they had allowed a chance for u to step into their life n they had once brightened up ur days.most importantly, they create memories for u.

if u really love him/her,just let him/her leave for their own freedom.u cld help by givin ur most sincered blessings. becos if something is not urs,it wld never be urs.
so stop all e misery n cheer up!ur smile is always wanted by e others.